WHAT IS LOVE THAT I DESIRE IT

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I see it, i feel it, i need it, i desire it, yet that is not enough. Love is all that i desire in this world. Life is useless without love. We always speak about peace but how can we find peace if we cannot find love. love has always been considered subject to definition. People define love according to what they know and how they feel, but love is simply a step to all the peace, patience, endurance, care, and etc that we need in the world.

 I have been single for 3 weeks and since then i started desiring love, not love as in relationships but love as in God uniting a woman and i in marriage and having fun as we go through trials, the kind of love that will help me grow in my career and love the person i am with not because of the sex but because we are content. Truly speaking it is hard being single while my friends are getting married and they are busy loving on their wives and future wives. I sometimes feel like waiting for that special someone but my problem is the fact that i am busy looking around and as you know being a pastor and a writer i get too much attention, therefore i get tempted. 

Love has become a need in my love, it has become a huge need to an extend that whatever i think about is that love. The kind of love that will make me one with the person i am with, the love that will make my career and her career connect like magnet, the kind of love that will make us want to have babies and love them even though I don't want babies now, the kind of love that will make us enjoy life even if we do not have everything that we need yet, the kind of love that will help us respect and submit to one another, i need that love. I desire that kind of love because with it i will be content. 

What is love oh Lord that i desire it so much? What i love that i long for. Love is kind, love endures forever, love is patient, love inhabits in peace, love is overwhelmed with joy, love is unity, love is submission, love is respect, love is eternal but most of all love is God. In my desire of love I found God.


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